“Unexpected will happens when you less expected”
My days didn’t last worthless. Sometimes, we have to be brave breaking our heart just in order to open a new world.
“Who would dare doing that?”
I don’t dare. I just do it.
Some people may need a just little bit of courage to do that but some people, they need abundance of courage and evidences just to plan for that.
It’s not their fault, it just that they’re really3x sensitive plus it’s in their blood for being discreet. Hey, I’m sensitive too, but I really don’t take into heart for too long, I have to let go as fast as I could just to get moving on. Yeah, eventho it will come again, but nevermind. It will heal sooner. InsyaaAllah.
Hmmm.. Why I’m talking about this?😅 maybe I just read someone post about his acknowledgement to his future k… Well, it always make me feeling ‘sayu’ everytime I read ‘that’… Teringat pulak masa baru beli buku dia, still in packaging and I had really a hard time to open it up coz my hands were full with plastic bags and then he offered me to put my stuffs on his table. I was really2 appreciate that😭, coz nobody, I mean guy, did that to me. I have to handle it myself and sometimes, I need to ask for help first instead of been willingly giving a hand…
Hmmm.. But I just don’t know what to do.. It’s all up to him and Him. I suppose I shouldn’t bothered by his decision but what’s bothering me was why I still have that feelings instead of letting him go just like anyone else? It turns me mad, you know. Not mad like gila, but it’s like sayang. And sometimes, selfish. And sometimes, pasrah.. And it’s sad..
Anyways, I want to write in my diaries of somekind of my journeys few days ago in KL but the internet was down coz of ribut days ago. Hmmm well, freelance katakan, no fixed routines and money but still got a delightful story to tell. Don’t envy what I’m doing and don’t try this at home, okeh?😉